Pastoral Blog and Rural living

To tell the truth , I love the country side but living here all my life, I'm going insane I hate small towns. Anything under ten thousand is to small. I love the thrill of the city, and just the hustle and the bustle that goes along with all the people. Benefits of a small town are that is very safe for instance. Also you get to know people quite well. The drawbacks is that there isn't very many people for instance (dating). Then there is the shopping which you cant get a whole lot of O'Neill. There isn't much to do on the weekends for teenagers. I plan on living in a rural area right outside of a huge urban area if possible, or I would live in a urban area which is fine for me.